01 June 2008
hello people! omg la! it has been a sooooooooooo long time since i posted! wth!
it is always the same old excuse la. too busy ver busy. just too busy...
many things had obviously happened.
just like the MYE. sec 2 camp and now the holidays.
waaaahhhh! it is really a long time.
on a brighter note, time had passed very fast and i did not realise that it is JUNE!
nayway today is the 1st of june.
actuallu in MArch nothinh much had happened. (it rhymes)
not that i can remember.
OH! I GOT ONE! it was the march holidays.
man! my memory is failing. *sigh*
it was just a very short one. no wonder it was so insignificant to me.
in april i had my NAPHA!
IT WAS ACTUALLY OK LA.
i was very pleased with myself.
i managed to run in a time of 15 minute +++ .
maybe i was too excited to run with my track shoes.
it was satisfying.
the 5 station was bad. i did not flung any.
but it was not too good.
in the beginning of MAY,
i kind of made new friends i guess.
lizzie, felicia and cherish.
i guess i m starting to be quite random.
i was still in touch with the rest.
then in the middle i was having the MYE!
it was terrible, horrible, vegetable.
the paper was so damn hard la.
before that i was chionging like some mad woman.
the results wasnt really dissapointing but average results.
i did not meet my dad requirement.
he wanted me to get an average of 70%.
but i got 65%.
so i wasnt able to go on a holiday with them.
i thought my dad wasn't reaaly serious about it.
anyway, i was mentally prepared.
i wasn't that devastated.
however, when the days of them going on the holiday started to approach i felt the pain.
my mum , sis and dad constantly discussing on the holiday itinery.
i felt left out.
i knew my mum seriously wanted me to go, she had begged my dad alot.
all the more, i felt that i have let her down.
upon pondering on these, i was shedding tears every now and then.
my dad knew it all.
he explained that his motive of this plan was to make feel that only if i put in enough effort, then i will get my desired results. he do not want me to get whatever i want the easy way. i cant afford to be complacent.
so here i am, staying at home with my maid.
i had thought over what my parent say.
after all, they really mean well.
the feeling of being left out was bad.
but it is all going to over in a few days time.
i knew i could do this.
during this period of time, many people had been there to encourage me.
thank u guys a million and one times.
thankyou: aunty, uncle, grandma, lizzie, mu shuen, amelia, mum, dad.
i really could feel the love.
i guess love is on the air, water and in me!
h ur t -
2:10 PM
