09 September 2007

i m an idiot man.
i did not even know tt i was slacking all these while and i still tot tt i was really hardworking.
and i really need to work hard cause i m taking another psle in tt sense.
cause my parents wanna me to go other school. it is a MUST. so if i get lousy results i go lousy school. if i get good results i go good school! DUH! so is like a psle re test. and i gotta sacrifice many many stuff. like tv slacking and going to my grandma house and shopping.
but i m telling myself tt i have to for my sake. so my dearest frens in kcp. u have a mission!
IF U CAIGHT ME SLACKING AND NOT PAYING ATTENTION, U HAVE THE RIGHT TO SCOLD ME! U HAVE THE RIGHT! BUT I HOPE I WILL PAY ATTENTION. im kindda stress now. i had my study plans and i hope i will causionsely follow it. i failed to b as a daughter today. because of me, i made my parents quarrel and because of me, i made my mum cry. and because of me, i made my dad give up on me. and because of me, i cried and felt useless. so i think i got a lot more to buck up on. and i think this will my last post before my EOY. i really need to do my best. so frens remember ur mission and i pray tt i will have discipline. cya guys.
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2:46 PM